Monday, December 13, 2010

An Honest Update

I've been struggling friends, there's been lots and lots of happy news and Christmas miracles being announced 'round the blogosphere, unfortunately it's made Hubs and my own news a bit tougher to work through. I'm over the moon happy for all my friends who have been blessed with pregnancy and new babies. I'm merely left confused and saddened and a teensy bit frustrated...with myself, with my body and maybe, just a bit with God.

So please forgive my blogging silence over the last week, I needed a break from the emotional outlet and a chance to not feel for a little while. I'm trying to get back into the swing of things of now, I have tons of recipes and other frivolty to update on.

Hope everybody enjoyed their weekend!

14 comments:

Ashley said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. Take all the time you need.

dave and jenn said...

Every day will bring you one day closer. Stay strong!

Julie S. said...

Hang in there. Praying for you! :)

Meredith said...

I'm so sorry you are going through this. Is there anything specifically that I can pray about?

Brittany said...

{{{hugs}}} enjoy your break

brown eyed girl said...

No need to apologize at all - all the happy, joyous news is a hard pill for me to swallow as well. I'd give my right arm for the blessings others have been finding out, but it's not the time for us right now. Our stories may be different, but the emotions are somewhat similar - hang in there, take care of yourself, and enjoy the moments you have with your hubs.
XOXO

Callie Nicole said...

I'm sorry, Friend. It can be so hard. I'm still praying for you guys, and you know you'll be on my prayer list until I hear some happy news from you!

Kathleen said...

I've been thinking about you guys and know just how you feel. We've had two announcements in the past two weeks and while we're so excited, it's a little difficult to not get frustrated. You're strong though - you'll get through this!

d.a.r. said...

I don't think there is any reason to apologize for that!! Sometimes I bet it feels like salt in the wound.

Thinking of you...

Lindsay said...

Lots and lots of hugs are being sent your way (and prayers!) No need to apologize for a minute... you hang in there!! :)

Ashley said...

I am going through the same thing and I totally understand needing a break from it all. It can get really overwhelming no matter how truly happy you are for everyone else..even through that happiness it seems to magnify what you are going through. I am praying for you (for one baby-less girl to another).

Chloƫ said...

praying often for you both.

Leah said...

I completely agree with d.a.r. There is no reason to apologize. We all love and support you.

lifeofadoctorswife said...

I'm so sorry you are going through this! I hope you and your husband get everything you want sooner rather than later.

(And from what I've read about the issue, it's totally normal to be irritated, sad, or even mad about other people's pregnancy news. Doesn't make you a bad person - just makes you human.)

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